Thursday, November 22, 2012

100 posts

I saw I have had more than 100 posts. Yay!!

and I saw that I have viewers!! I didn't really know people look. I thank you for reading my blog.

Hope I am interesting enough. I am now really happy!


A little about today.

I have lessons from 8.30 until 13.15 then from 13.30 until 14.30 practising my things.
Then from 15.00 until 16.00 fitness. Going home, shower, eat.
And then I have parentsnight. which means you tell stuff about what you do at the study, to your parents.

I am tired already and it is now. 11.50!!!

So I am a bit nervous for tonight. that isn't bad at all but it is still annoying. also because I still have to practice. I know about what I have to talk about. About what we are going to talk about, about care homes. I don't really know how to translate it to English so I try.

But I know stuff about it, no problem, but I am still very nervous.

Tomorrow a nice day with friends. And in the weekend we have open dag XD.
like a day where people can see what you do at school. I have that from 12.30 until 15.00
I am not looking forward to it very much. Not because of the people and stuff. But what I will practice today, I'll have to do it on Saturday. And I am insecure about that.

I know I am able to do it, but I am to careful and to insecure.

But I will do my best!!

Today I saw a picture of 2 of my favourite singers. I knew one was fan of the other, but further I didn't know.

Well that is it for now. may update more.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

busy, busy, busy

well hi everybody. I have been busy. Now that I am studying for nurse, I am busy.

So my birthday pasted recently. I had a lot of fun. And I will have a little party with my friends soon.

I knew becoming a nurse would be hard. But now, when I am doing it, It hit me hard. I have to do so much. And I need to adapt to everything. Mom told me that it is normal that everything takes it's time. But it is been hard for me. I want to do everything perfect, it is not bad that I want that. But I am a bit afraid that I will hurt someone.

Oh and I know when and where I will have my internship. I am really excited. But a bit afraid too. Not in a really bad way. But more like, will I do okay? And: what will it be like? and that kind of afraidness.

I try to work my hardest for everything, but lately I am feeling ill. I guess I am getting the flu or having already. I have been absent because of it and it is hard to get everything okay again. I also have problems with letting school know when I am better. I had called yesterday and suddenly the phone is acting strange and then it hangs up. So there I am, standing, thinking it must be okay. When I get at school today, first lesson, Well I saw you were absent yesterday. But I saw you yesterday. I am like. Huh? I am sure I called. Then my teacher sends me to the person who deals with this matter. She says I have to go to the teachers. But they sent me to her....

Ow and I have my hair different since beginning this school year. I now have fringe and I colored it a bit reddish. Not like totally red, but more a glow on my brown hair. So a long post on what has been keeping me busy. I try updating more these days, but I can't promise I can. As my postname says it, I am busy, busy, busy.